Waking Up Woman
Wednesday, May 13, 2020
Wednesday, August 2, 2017
WE ARE STILL HERE By Mary Canty Merrill, Ph.D
WE ARE STILL HERE
By Mary Canty Merrill, Ph.D.
Black people have been through many traumatic experiences. Our hearts have been cut deeply. Our minds have been twisted. Our bodies have been abused. Yet, despite all that we have been through, and though we may be weary at times, we are still here.
We were kidnapped from our native land—Mother Africa, yet we are still here.
We were shackled in chains, and crammed into the bowels of ships headed for the New World, yet we are still here.
We were forced to sail for weeks, months—and sometimes a year—amid inhumane and diseased conditions, yet we are still here.
We were torn from our families and loved ones, yet we are still here.
We were sold into slavery as property, yet we are still here.
We were raped and sexually abused by slaveholders, yet we are still here.
We were hung and brutally whipped, yet we are still here.
We were branded and mutilated, yet we are still here.
We were hunted down like wild animals, yet we are still here.
We were imprisoned for minor infractions—or no infractions at all—without legal defense or recourse, yet we are still here.
We were spat on, tormented and insulted, yet we are still here.
We were forced into hard labor from sunup to sundown, yet we are still here.
We were devalued as human beings, yet we are still here.
We were used as prizes in lotteries, yet we are still here.
We were used as wagers in card games and horse races, yet we are still here.
We were allotted the bare minimum of food, yet we are still here.
We were given the cast-off clothing of whites, yet we are still here.
We were abused and exploited through medical experimentation, yet we are still here.
We were provided no care for our health, yet we are still here.
We were placed in situations that jeopardized our well-being, yet we are still here.
We were forbidden to buy or sell goods without a permit, yet we are still here.
We were forbidden to own livestock, yet we are still here.
We were subject to nightly curfews, yet we are still here.
We were forced to live in meager shelter with leaky roofs, thin walls and dirt floors, yet we are still here.
We were forbidden to read and write, yet we are still here.
We were forbidden to marry outside of our race, and sometimes forbidden to marry at all, yet we are still here.
We were coerced into nursing white babies, yet we are still here.
We were treated harshly by cruel overseers and made an example to others, yet we are still here.
We were stripped of our freedom, yet we are still here.
We were in physical bondage for 300 years, yet we are still here.
We were subjected to a hard, miserable life that is now difficult to imagine, yet we are still here.
We possessed nothing except our dignity, yet we are still here.
We were forced into segregation, yet we are still here.
We were bitten by vicious dogs, attacked with tear gas and sprayed with fire hoses, yet we are still here.
We were searched at any time and for any reason, yet we are still here.
We were sharecroppers who were cheated and denied land ownership, yet we are still here.
We were robbed of our heritage, history and resources, yet we are still here.
We were denied our constitutional rights, yet we are still here.
We are subject to racial profiling, yet we are still here.
We have been forced into mass incarceration, yet we are still here.
We are still considered an inferior race, yet we are still here.
We have endured modern day genocide, yet we are still here.
We built this country called America with our blood, sweat, and tears, yet we are still here.
We have endured hundreds of years of racism, discrimination and oppression, yet despite everything that we have been through, we are still here.
WE ARE A STRONG, RESILIENT AND NOBLE PEOPLE… AND WE ARE STILL HERE!
Monday, April 24, 2017
IN MEMORIAM TOTEN TANZ Dedicated to those who died and those who survive ...
IN MEMORIAM TOTEN TANZ
By Celine Leduc edited by Norman Simon April 2017
Annie and Anita were friends
German Jewish, the other Christian
They joked: We are Judeo-Christians
They shared a passion the arts.
One a dancer, the other a percussionist
Yes, they complemented each other.
Religion united them: they celebrated
Hanukah/Christmas - the light that guides
Passover/Easter - Freedom from slavery
Little did they know they would be slaves.
They would be hunted as killers and traitors.
Politics made them enemies
They disobeyed --- they were friends.
Politicians said: The Jews killed Jesus
Politicians acted and KILLED Jews
Religious leaders: ministers and priests
Preached, "Hate Jews," they killed Jesus.
Rabbis believed they would be safe
They reminded everyone, "We are German.
Germans are good people. We are friends.
The madness will pass --- have faith."
A knock at the door, a broken door
Houses searched, people rounded up
A suitcase packed in a hurry.
In a truck, bringing them to a train.
People displaced sent to a CAMP.
Annie and Anita decided to leave.
Fake exit cards - forged documents
From Berlin to Amsterdam
To freedom we will drive and walk.
They wait till night to cross
Check the patrols, the border guards
Snow on the ground, it is cold!
The hearts of the guards are cold
Anita says, “Go, I will follow.”
Annie runs, crosses to safety.
Anita starts to cross
She is spotted by a border guard
One shot resonates Annie falls
Anita runs back They are caught
Thrown in a truck – destination DEATH
The music has died
The dance macabre starts
Anita dances a solo : Toten Tanz
The dance of death.
Sunday, April 23, 2017
Monday, April 17, 2017
get well
card
a girl was
battered
sometimes by
her angry mother with the father’s belt,
but because
mother said to,
most often
her father swung that leather strip
or his hand,
while he
said,
“look at me
when i talk to you.
don’t look
at me like that.”
or he’d ask,
“what are
you crying for? i’ll give you something to cry for,”
“don’t you
feel it? i’ll make you feel it,”
then he’d
hit again.
again.
and the girl
hugged herself and tried not to cry too much or too little
saying in
her mind, “not your fault.
remember
they used to love you.
try to
forgive.
try.
it’s not
your
fault.”
a young
woman was declared tramp and evicted
by her
landlady
when she
respectfully, privately
requested
that the older woman tell the elder's father
to please
keep his strange words,
and his
hands
off.
so the young
woman walked along the treed, nighttime road
with cases
and purse in arms and wept silently
while
strangers stared
thinking to
herself, “not your fault.
they are
sick.
try to
forgive.
try.
it’s not
your
fault.”
an
at-home-alone daughter was raped
by a drunken
neighbour
who
chastised her sin,
so she
reclused to her room
and watched
the door,
for months.
till one
evening she whispered her shame,
and her
mother recradled the girl in arms and wept with her,
saying, “not
your fault.
his mind is
sick.
try to
forgive.
try.
it’s not
your
fault.”
a
‘with-child’ woman was pounded
by a
stranger who threw his jacket over her head
on a
downtown street,
beaten as he
shrieked, “bitch! bitch!”
and later
her sister held the woman in her arms and wept with her
saying, “not
your fault.
his mind is
sick.
try to
forgive.
try.
it’s not
your
fault.”
how many
more
we belted
girls?
we tormented
women?
we raped
daughters?
we pounded
mothers?
before we
all walk together
and need no
longer cry, “not our fault.
it's the
violence-borne society,
the
violence-porne society,
the
violence-torn society,
that is
sick.
it’s not
our
fault.”
no more,
Creator,
please.
no more,
now.
we
walk
together
now.
~
manidoonaateshing-ikwe / phylmarie
Sunday, October 16, 2016
Domestic Violence Created by Poetess Queen Francine Nedd Nov 2006
Oh God, hear my prayer, my voice, my cry, my plea,
from the grave for the suffering people
of violence still alive behind me,
For my eyes are now closed, and sewn very tight,
because the man I love decided to kill me one night.
from the grave for the suffering people
of violence still alive behind me,
For my eyes are now closed, and sewn very tight,
because the man I love decided to kill me one night.
It all started out gradual then progressed very slow,
the longer I stayed
the violence began just to grow and grow.
the longer I stayed
the violence began just to grow and grow.
It started as insults verbal, lowering my self-esteem,
I’d wondered to myself how he could be so mean.
It escalated to harsh beatings, bruises, and broken bones, to a degree I would often sit in the dark afraid and alone.
I’d wondered to myself how he could be so mean.
It escalated to harsh beatings, bruises, and broken bones, to a degree I would often sit in the dark afraid and alone.
Ashamed of my face disfigured to such a degree,
and he’d convinced me that my suffering and bruises
were all because of me.
and he’d convinced me that my suffering and bruises
were all because of me.
Afraid to call my family or the police on the phone
he told me if I did, he’d break my face and collarbone.
For almost any reason he use to beat me,
to much damage to the womb and I lost two babies,
maybe three.
he told me if I did, he’d break my face and collarbone.
For almost any reason he use to beat me,
to much damage to the womb and I lost two babies,
maybe three.
Fed up and convince he truly had no love for me
I planned my escape and my chance to be free.
I just said this is enough I can’t take it no more
and I grab my coat and headed to the door.
He grab me by the hair, said you think you leaving me,
and he began beating my face until I could not see.
I was leaving that was it, I’d made my decision,
and I struggled harder and harder to repair my vision.
I planned my escape and my chance to be free.
I just said this is enough I can’t take it no more
and I grab my coat and headed to the door.
He grab me by the hair, said you think you leaving me,
and he began beating my face until I could not see.
I was leaving that was it, I’d made my decision,
and I struggled harder and harder to repair my vision.
I was unable to reach across him to the wall phone
I stole the chance and I kneed him in the groin.
As he toppled over and we hit hard against the floor
I struggled to rise and headed for the door.
I stole the chance and I kneed him in the groin.
As he toppled over and we hit hard against the floor
I struggled to rise and headed for the door.
Surprised he was even able to grab my leg’s
as I fell he gave me two sharp blows to my head.
My head became groggy and very light
as I continued my fight to save my life.
The man I‘d married, loved for many years
was sealing my death and ignoring my tears.
as I fell he gave me two sharp blows to my head.
My head became groggy and very light
as I continued my fight to save my life.
The man I‘d married, loved for many years
was sealing my death and ignoring my tears.
Yes, my husband and I had a terrible and final fight;
the last I remember was a twist of a knife.
My husband not only took my life and the life of himself
but our newborn baby due on the twelfth
I lay next to him before we both took our last breath,
he said, I told you that this marriage would be until death.
the last I remember was a twist of a knife.
My husband not only took my life and the life of himself
but our newborn baby due on the twelfth
I lay next to him before we both took our last breath,
he said, I told you that this marriage would be until death.
My bodies in this casket as my family say’s goodbye to me, I am a victim of a crime of domestic cruelty.
Maybe this prayer may save the next couple,
and I hope too God it’s true,
because problems of domestic violence
can lead to your deaths too.
Maybe this prayer may save the next couple,
and I hope too God it’s true,
because problems of domestic violence
can lead to your deaths too.
Lord there is such a great need for a healing,
when people are reacting in violence
without thinking or feeling
Domestic violence is violent no matter how big or small, violence is violence let’s put and end to it all
If its man against woman, or woman against man,
stop closing your eyes saving lives is the new plan.
when people are reacting in violence
without thinking or feeling
Domestic violence is violent no matter how big or small, violence is violence let’s put and end to it all
If its man against woman, or woman against man,
stop closing your eyes saving lives is the new plan.
To be seeing and not telling or a continued
victim in silence,
the toll is rising, put and end to
Domestic Violence
victim in silence,
the toll is rising, put and end to
Domestic Violence
Sunday, September 18, 2016
NADIA by Veronica Marjon Van Bruggen
NADIA
Nadia is a girl
She is a Yazidi girl
She is a very brave Yazidi girl
She is a very brave victimized Yazidi girl
She is a very brave victimized and orphaned Yazidi girl
She became enslaved
She was (legally !!!!) raped
She managed to escape and was a refugee
She had to endure all this, because she is an innocent Yazidi girl.
She now has an advocate
who is ashamed
and says so in an assembly of the UN
she is proud to present Nadia
as a survivor,
a Yazidi leader
a Nobel Peace Prize nominee
a Goodwill Ambassador of the United Nations.
Her name is Nadia Murad.
Nadia by Veronica Marjon Van Bruggen Copyright September 2016
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